Saturday, December 14 – 12:03 am
Day to day update of this blog aren’t going to be a reality. From day to day there’s no real change enough to make a blog post out of and I prefer to write in longer form (and yet, I love Twitter, go figure). Catherine is trending in the right direction, so things that aren’t 100% positive have been figured out within a day or two and then we’re on to the next challenge.
But it’s been three weeks since I started this blog and I figured it would be a good idea to update you as what’s been happening. Jessica and I were scared three weeks ago; not much has changed since then. Of course there was the uncertainty of when Catherine was going to be born to if she would survive to now hoping that she’s eating and growing.
We found out what some of the causes with Catherine’s issues and we’re now seeing better results. It all starts with her lungs. Way back in the beginning when Jessica was first admitted into the hospital, she was given beta steroid shots to help improve the baby’s chances of survival. One of the key benefits of this was to help strengthen Catherine’s lungs in case she was born early.
We have discovered that Catherine does have a power set of lungs; mixed with her long fingers I’m going to get her trumpet lessons when she gets older (maybe tuba, but that depends on what her mother says). This was some of her success for the first few days; by being able to breathe on her own, she’s helping along with the process. We were able to get her off the breathing tube quickly to the NIV NAVA mask, and then to oxygen nose plugs every once in a while.
Since she came early Catherine’s not supposed to be breathing oxygen, but the fluid inside of a body (think of the reverse of The Abyss). Even though her lungs are great, her body isn’t ready for the full time work of pumping air in and out. We take it for granted, but her brain hasn’t said “we’re on board for the long haul” for breathing which is why she sometimes stops. The NIV NAVA helps with the times she doesn’t breathe, but it’s the rest of her body that suffers.
It’s here that the heart rate slows down and with her lack of breathing that cause trouble. It’s called a “Brady Event“, and this is where we, as parents, start to worry. It’s normal for premature babies to have these (especially so young), and the way to get her heart rate up again is to stimulate the baby by touching them. Catherine was also sensitive to light and noise which would cause these Brady events to happen more frequently. When she would dip down to around 60 BPM (around 160 is where they would like her) for 30, sometimes 60 seconds at a time, that’s when we would worry. She’s still having these events, but at less frequency. Catherine’s even pulling them out herself without the needed stimulation from the doctors or us most of the time. What was the key?
Caffeine.
Yes, baby Catherine loves straight caffeine.
She gets two doses of caffeine a day to help keep her heart rate up constantly. It works the same for her as it does for us; but for her it helps keeps her going instead of just trying to wake up in the morning.
As you saw in the last post, Jessica was able to hold Catherine and she did it today too for the second time. On Monday it was about for an hour and today it was for around 3 1/2 hours. She can’t do it everyday and we have to be very careful when she is out of the incubator; her body temperature is the one main thing that can go wrong. Catherine’s still hooked up to the breathing machine and the sensors, but the skin to skin contact is beneficial to bother mother and daughter. I know that Jessica has loved every minute of it.
Jessica and I have also started to help take care of Catherine by changing diapers, taking temperature and other various small care-givings. Her diapers are still too big for her, they’re about 2/3 of a dollar bill. She does poop and like other babies you wonder how she could’ve fit all of that into her small body. However, Catherine has rewarded us.
She’s opened her eyes.
Now, she can’t focus and we have to keep the lights down low since she was supposed to be in total darkness, but she’s “looking around”. When she’s receiving attention, Catherine turns her head to whoever’s talking or interacting with her and tries to see what’s going on.
We’re not out of the woods yet. For each hurdle we jump, there’s a higher one in our way. Catherine’s doing fantastic so far and she just needs to continue to plow ahead. The next two major issues facing her is another blood transfusion tonight and looking at inflammation in her lungs due to the breathing machines. Both of these are seen in every premature baby but they’re still obstacles to get through.
But those are topics for another day. I’m literally falling asleep as I write this. Things I wanted to write aren’t coming to me as easily, so I’ll just have to write them in a future post. I used to be just a night owl and love to write at night. Now that’s just a thing of the past.
One day at a time.